In joshua we read about a certain woman called Rahab, was, according to the Book of Joshua, a woman who lived in Jericho in the Promised Land and assisted the Israelites in capturing the city. Nearly all English translations of Joshua describe her as a harlot or prostitute.
Now what is so special about her, we see that inspite of her situation and way of life, she had the desire to be used by God and we see this in the book of joshua2:1-down;
when the king of jericho heard that the spies were staying at the inn, he sent a message for rehab to release them to him. she didn’t want to release them, so she told the messenger that they were no longer there. she did this, because she had heard about the miracles and defeats of other cities that God had performed. She wanted her family to be saved after the israelites defeated jericho.
scripture reference: joshua 2:4 (http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=joshua%202&version=AMP)
“but the woman had taken the two men and hidden them. she said, “yes, the men came to me, but i did not know where they had come from.”:
confess your need to God, and ask Him to deliver you.............................................................................................
The woman was later not destroyed by the isrealites but was instead spared and she went further to be part of Jesus' genelogy. Read this chapter Mathew 1 (http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=mathew1&version=AMP)
in particalure (http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=mathew1:8&version=AMP).My fellow reader, God loves you so much that he has a great plan over your life, if only you can run unto him inspite of your past, he is able to pick you up and clean you and make you one of is instruments in delivering his kingdom to everyone. Read romans 6:23, and romans11:29 (http://bible.cc/romans/11-29.htm)
I encourage you to give your life back to God and allow his will to be done in your life, let God and his presence increase in yourlife and may you decrease john 3:48 (http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=John%203:30&version=AMP)i ecourage you to accept God's forgive and sincerely repent of old ways and accept jesus as your saviour.
If you are not born again you can free pray this prayer with, though i have prayed it a lot of times i have come to believe and understand that once you declare with you mouth that jesus was raised from the dead and that you accept him into your heart and he will come in and live with you, as he says '"As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and repent. Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me. To him that overcometh will I grant to sit with me in my throne, even as I also overcame, and am set down with my Father in his throne." Rev 3:19-21'
father God i come to you through the name of the resurrected messiah asking for forgiveness for my sins, i pray that you may wash me with the presiou blood of jesus.i recognise that jesus christ was raised from the dead and that he paid the price for my sins, i this day repent of all my evil ways and acept the rulership of jesus christ in my life, i accept jesus as my saviour. i thank you because you say in your word before i was still a sinner christ died for me, i thank you because i believe my name has been written in the book of life. in jesus name i pray amen'
congrats for praying that prayer, i encourage you to start feeding on the word of God, you can start with book of john and romans and find a bible believing church. wish you God's blessings